I like being watched

When i was 18yrs old i went to stay with my dad for a few weeks were he lived with his new wife and her two kids.My parents had got divorced a few years before,and i lived with my mom and my sister. My step sister was 11 and my step brother was 13. His room was next to the bathroom and the stairs coming down from upstairs. There was access to plumbing etc through a crawl space under the stairs,accesed through a door inside the room closet. My step brother showed me the space and said he used it as a fort. I went into the little space and discovered that you could see right into the shower because there were big gaps through the tiles,were the plumbing came through. I wondered if my step bro ever looked when people were showering,so next time i went in,i kept an eye out for any activity i could see through the cracks.Sure enough i noticed movement and i knew my step brother was in there,looking at me naked in the shower! I got really excited about the prospect of showing of my big cock nice and hard! I turned my back to the wall and worked my dick up big and hard with the soap lather....then i turned around towards the peep hole to show off my big boner! I played with it for a bit,soaping up....jerking....touching myself etc. I knew he had watched me,cause when i came out of the bathroom,he asked me with a sneaky smile if i had a good shower! I said with smerk,yeah it felt great! My biggest show was yet to come.....that story is in the next blog.

First Blog

I guess my early fantasy's involved some exhibitionist tendencies.I used to dream about riding my bike in just my favourite tight blue underwear,or sometimes totally naked.I remember thinking about when i would be old enough to have my own apartment were i could walk around in my undies or totally naked. These fantasy's gave me a thrill,and i would often masturbate thinking about them. When i was 12yrs old,my neighbour across the street and i would hang out in the trailer parked in his driveway. He was 17 or 18yrs old and pretty smart,and one day he asked if i wanted to play a game. I said sure what was it? He told me he would go into the closet and come out naked. Then it would be my turn. When he came out he was naked and totally hard,with his large cock pointing straight up. He came closer and stood right in front of me with his legs apart and his hard cock swaying just inches from my face. I had a real good look at another guys cock and balls for the first time.He told me i could touch it and after thinking about it,i reached out and wrapped my hand around the shaft.It felt warm and i could feel it throbbing a bit. I didnt do more than that,and then he told me it was my turn.I went in the closet and pulled of my clothes and then I came out with a throbbing hard on and just my socks! My neighbour was older and had a big cock,but i was younger and my cock was bigger and harder than his! With a boner,my cock gets so hard,that the skin is shiny and really tight! I have a foreskin and when im totally hard,the skin pulls back partially on the head. My friend made me come close and wrapped his hand around my thick shaft...it felt so good and he slowly jerked it for about 30 seconds before i exploded a big load of sperm all over the place! I couldn't believe how good it felt,but i was so embarresed that i threw my clothes on and ran out quickly! But the thing that stayed with me was that i really loved being naked in front of someone else!

First Blog

This blog is designed to allow me to examine through writing how i became an exhibitionist,and how it has changed me and made me more self aware of myself.Some of the information will be explicit,and i will try to re-tell events the way they happened.I am a gay male 39 yrs old,living in Toronto Canada.