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Buildup to being an Exhibitionist-

I originally posted this blog entry on myspace in Sept 06. It got some of my true feelings down at the time so i re-print them here.

It was really only after having been caught jerking off,by friends or roomates that i realized that turned me on sexually. I even let my friend jesse watch me spunk off 5 or 6 times. And once i met a guy on a phone chat line,who came over with his friend. We got naked and had sex,while his "straight" friend watched us.I remember cuming hard as he watched only 2 feet away. When i thought about it later on,i realized it really turned me on,but i wanted to explore it more.

I had been taken to a bathouse for my first time by a roomate at the time. I was really shy at first about being seen naked outside of the showers,and even when i had a room i would lay on the bed with the door open but with my towel still on.After visiting more bathouses and feeling more comfortable, I progressed to playing with myself under the towel,but still not showing. After a few more months,i got up the nerve to lay on the bed in my underwear,but still covering my bulge with my hands or tucking it down. I would get these shivers of excitement,because it was really turning me on! I started buying underwear that would show my big cock off when i was hard,laying on the bed. Then i got more brave and would show off my cock through the underwear rock hard.And then would even walk around in my undies,although not always hard. I got less shy and would sit on the edge of the hot tub,sometimes covering my cock other times hard and showing,but only to hot guys. The next turn on,was to lay on the bed with my underwear off,next to me,my hands over my cock and balls.It took awhile to not cover my balls and eventually show hard to guys i liked. It was around this time that the bathouse Spa Excess here in Toronto,started to have there Friday night naked parties.They really hyped it,and had cool dj's and hot prizes for people who went naked. In order to be in the draws i had to stay naked most of the night.The first time i did it,i was so nervous being totally nude walking around.You had to check in with the guy in the toy store to prove you were nude to be eligible to win dvd players,mp3 players,tv's etc.I walked around with my cock covered by my hands.

I had also started using hair clippers to trim my chest and pubes and ass.I don't have lots of hair,it grows in sparodic on my chest and i have fine blonde hair on my ass. You have to be careful with the trimmer on your bag,as it can pull and cause a cut and blood. I like the feeling of being naked and trimmed! It shows off my cock more too!

At this time i also thought about how much i am turned on by white socks,so i started wearing them as i walked naked at the baths. I also tried wearing a cock ring and loved it,as it keeps me big and hard longer.I prefer the large size rubber cock ring over the leather thicker one with crome snaps.I have both and they each are good in there own way.The rubber one only comes of when u r soft. I started walking around in nothing but white socks and a cock ring.It gave me a thrill each time.Sometimes i will wear a small size white undershirt.I found it stopped me getting nervous thrills if went into the bar and had a beer almost naked. Later at night at Spa Excess,i would walk through the bar area nude and hard,but usually there was no one or only a few guys there. I progressed to standing in the porn lounge jerking off,but still covering myself if i didnt see guys i liked.

My big step lately was at naked night last week. I actually got the guts up to walk around in just socks and in my cock ring but this time i was so horny and had not jerked of in 4 days,so i was super rock hard with my cock pointing up on an angle. I left my room and walked....without covering myself,i felt awesome and sexually thrilled,the place was packed and guys were noticing my big cock all thick and hard! I had noticed a really hot filipino guy with shoulder length hair and a smooth killer bod earlier. We had noticed each other,so it was awesome when i saw him leaning against a wall in a busy area watching guys walk by.We made eye contact and then he noticed i was rock hard and naked! It really excited me when he looked at my cock and smiled,i didnt think i could,but i actually got harder! I walked by him a few times,and he told me i was so hot! I even walked by once with my foreskin pulled almost all the way back,so he could see my big head! I love being watched! We didn't hook up this time...but i know it will happen. I even walked through the bar when it was busy and my cock was still hard! .......so many other hot things to do too.

Naked Camping

I have a chance to camp for a few days at a campground called "The Point". They have a clothing optional camping section....and thats where i want to stay! My ultimate fantasy is to spend the whole weekend totally nude! Sandals,cockring and a smile! WOW...that gives me a thrill! I will bring my camera and get some photos taken with people! They have a sat night social at the main hall. I will do it in the nude with a boner! Oh yeah lol.Also staying in a tent naked and not having to dress...just put on sun block is very cool! They have trails through the woods too and play area in the middle. My recent break through being able to feel comfortable around all types of guys...not just hot guys lol is helping! It dont bother me that much that probably a good number of the guys camping naked will be older.Thats just a given these days in the community! It really seems to be getting fatter and older lmao. I am supposed to get a ride with and share gas costs with my friend jean he is manager at a toronto bathhouse and a nice guy.He wanted me to maybe rent a cabin or tent with him,but i emailed him and said i wanted to camp alone in the naked area. Hope he is not upset by that! This camping experience would really be amazing for my exhibitionist nudist side! Just being outside naked for a full weekend ......wow.

Ultimate Exhbitionist Weekend

The past weekend was awesome! I started out Friday night going to Spa Excess bathhouse were i basically spent the whole night nude! I started of by hitting the outdoor patio,naked,and smoking a joint. That put me in the mood and i went to the bar area to show it off for a while! Two guys sat off to the side of me,where they could see all i had to show! and boy did i! i got rock hard and bopped to the music! I also picked up some amazing weed from a friend for only $25 a half quarter! Bomb stuff too. I did lots of showing off in the video lounge,bar area and patio I also hung out with friends and smoked weed! I got home and to bed at like 7am.

Saturday night at 830pm i went back to Spa Excess,got a 12hr room with in out privelages and hit up the patio in the nude before it got dark. I stood there smoking my joint,while my cock was a semi attention ...getting lots of attention! I had a drink at the bar with a friend...showed off a bit and then headed off to Goodhandy's at 1030pm.I smoke a big joint before i went in,and instantly checked my clothes. I have been so loking forward to this evening that the second i was naked...i got a boner...and kept it most of the night. I had a pair of knee length tube socks with 3 blues stripes at the top,a pair of skate shoes a camo ball cap and a smile! I forgot my cock ring at Excess.,but hell i didnt need it! I was a the railing on the second level,over the dance floor....dancing with my big cock bouncing around...guys were looking...i stood on the stage and other areas....walking through the bar area rock hard! I envied a guy on the 3rd level sucking the cock of a young guy with a big red mowhawk! Touched his nipples and chest and even his hair! He came hard into the cock suckers mouth and wish it was me! I got nicely blown by a fellow exhibitionist i have fooled around with before....he has a big cock too and loves to show it off! He was on the floor in front of everyone sucking my cock,and i returned the favour! I don't get the action like i used too...even with a big cock....and i think it has to do with being a bit out of shape. At least i have started to work out again....need to build my ass.....trim my tummy and build my chest and arms. Nothing like having a big cock and great body to go with it! I hope to hook up with him again...we are both on squirt and he already sent me a message. I need to have more like minded exhibitionist friends for sure!
I returned to Spa Excess at 145am after getting a chicken shwarma at Alibabas...emmm. I caught last call with a couple of friends...nude of course lol. Showed off in video lounge and patio....were i put on a show of getting hard while guys smoked and watched.I later on got suck the cock of a hot Asian muscle boy with a shaved head. I sucked him and he pulled me off to take puffs of a joint! We went back to my room were i sucked him off and swallowed a big tastey load of cum! I love Asian Sperm! After that i saw a guy on the patio that i have seen around. I was jerking off slowly ...getting hard....rubbing my cock with a skater sock(another story on how i got that later!) He moved closer and talked to me...i told i loved doing what i was doing! I had my english cock ring on and my cock was big and bloated and hard! He was amazed and asked if he could take a picture of it! I said sure...he used his cell cam and took some pics of me and my cock....full shot with me in it...i told him i didnt care...and he could show it too friends...He said he had a bigger better cam in his locker...could he shoot me?...i said sure! SO he got the camera and i lay on the pation couch and rubbed my cock on it and got hard! He took some pics of me humping the couch! I almost came....but did that in my room 918 later on with the window screen totally open and two guys watching! What a weekend!

So its only been a short time that i have really expressed being an exhibitionist,just a few years. Although like i mentioned earlier,i had thoughts since i was a kid about showing off naked or in underwear.
There is a camp site at turkey point Ontario....its called "The point" that offers nude camping sites in a clothing optional area. I really want to check it out! I almost can't imagine being nude camping outside with other people around! It sounds thrilling! Its about a two hour drive from Toronto but i don't have a car or know anyone that has,and no area bus service either! It sucks...but i put an add on a local listing...maybe someone is going and wants to share gas costs. I would really get off on being nude all weekend...just sandals and a cock ring...maybe a hat.Lots of sun block on my foreskin and cock...don't want to burn it or my ass lol There is a pool to and i would love to show my hardon there walking around!
One of my fantasy's is too walk naked and hard in the pride parade! Boners rule! Sometimes i am just naturally hard and can keep it up for quite a bit.Othe times i like to use cock rings,i have rubber ones of different sizes and a leather english one with a second ring that goes around the shaft above the balls,while the leather strap goes around the base of the balls and snaps shut with two closures. I try not to wear them too long,and release them to get blood flowing. I have broken a few blood vessels before leaving it on too long...just little blood shadows on your cock.

I went over to this Asian guys house one time. I meet him through a phone chat line,were he told me he was a photographer. I asked if he took nude pics...he said he did.We arranged to meet and i went to his place for pic shoot. I was dead nervous...this was to fullfill a fantasy i had....but one of the steps on the road to being an exhibitionist! When i showed up,the guy was little and very cute! I asked to take a shower and came out dried off and just wearing socks! He was impressed with my big cock and started taking some pics...which made me get totally hard in front of him! The thing that really turned me on even after that...was his roomate came out to watch the photo shoot! He didn't ask me or his roomie....he just came out to the kitchen to get a drink and ended up staying! Plus he made comments about how hard and big my cock was...that just stoaked my fire! I swear my cock stretched out another inch! He was a well built feirce looking Asian guy and cocky to boot! I let him keep the picks.....and he promised to shown them to friends! That was part of my fantasy! It might sound weird but when i am naked and totally hard, and guys are looking at me and my cock...whether they like it or not.....i feel empowered! Being naked and erect is something that is not seen every day...so people pay attention! North Americans in general are so uptight about being naked in front of others...so prudish and scared if kids see someone naked! People think naked body's are dirty or perverted lol.GO to Europe...hell they sun bathe nude in public parks and even show cocks and balls on tv adds...!! Even teenage nudity isnt worried about! We need move forward and get people to love their bodies not hide them!

Showing off new socks while rock hard with cock ring

My first video taken at Spa Excess in a room.

More Experiences of show off!

Yeah,so i have really been exploring my inner inner exhibitionist fantasys lately! Last month i went to the guys version of the I love Sex Show at Goodhandys bar in Toronto. They have a close check so you can get naked. I arrived and looked around for a bit,had a beer.It was the the usual guys naked first.The older slightly or massively out of shape guys...but hell i guess they realize what they like doing and they do it! After a few hot guys got naked,and after a few beers,i felt comfortable enough to check my clothes. It didn't hurt that the clothes check guy was a friendly cutey! I wore knee length white socks with 3 stripes of colour at the top.My beige Fallen skate shoes and a tight rubber cock ring and a camoflage ball cap! There is a dance floor with a bit of a stage and a back stage area with seats. I went back there and got myself boned up and really hard! I then stood on the stage bopping my hard on to the music! There is a balcony around half the dance floor and it was full of guys watching! It helped that i had the cap on and couldnt really see them when i looked straight ahead! I still get a bit shy if i think about it when showing off,but i am getting used to guys looking at me. I stood there for a while with my legs spread and using my muscles to move my cock up and down! I had trimmed the hair off my chest and bum so i felt silky smooth.A couple of the guys on the dance floor moved close to see my big hard cock and it turned me on.Plus a couple of guys at the edge of the dance floor were pointing me out to each other and making comments on my hard cock! Exhibitionists and Voyeurs need each other! About half the guys at that event were naked or at least in underwear. I ran into a hot Asian freind of mine who remained dressed,but introduced me to a friend of his...who i later sucked.....in a group of 4 guys,my friend pushed my head down and i popped his big big big...uncut thick monster into my mouth! He was about 24 and nice looking but what a cock! It filled my mouth and took it all...to his suprise....i want that one again! My friend also sucked my publicly next to the dance floor and on the stage! I really get off being nude around dressed guys (CMNM) is a fetish....clothed males naked males. It really gives me a thrill!
I was once at a community pool,when i was in college,and after a swim was showering. I had a rawlings gym back that looked really profesional. These two hot teen guys saw it and asked if i was a baseball player! When i turned around to answer them i quickly became totally hard! I continued talking to them as if nothing was happening.....i saw their eyes move down to my throbbing 8inches......and i remember the thrilling feeling it gave me inside...i swear my cock grew another half inch! They looked at each other with a bit of shock but turned back and continued talking to me.....i answered while soaping my hard cock and body...even pulling my foreskin back and washing while they watched! It was my first real show as an exhibitionist....although i didnt realize it then! That whole experience fueled many big orgasm filled jerk off and bed humping sessions by me!

Last weekend at Spa Excess i had a real exciting time too! After talking to a few friends and staff members i like,i got naked except for white socks. I ventured down to the bar area,although it took me many months to get the courage up,usually just hovering about in the hallway outside covering up my cock and balls. What really changed me and pushed me,was a comment on squirt internet site,that is used for cruising and picking up guys. The listing for Spa Excess has guys saying when they will be there and if anyone wants to hook up,or maybe a hot experience they had the night before. Someone had seen me at Excess the Saturday night before.I was in the video lounge in just socks and cock ring. But most of the time i covered up...being shy if someone i didnt get attracted too came in. This led to alot of wasted time for me. The person posting said they thought i was weird for always covering up my big cock when someone came in. He said everyone thought i was hot with a big cock.....but what was i doing! I read this and felt insenced at first...but then on thinking about it...it was all true! I was defeating the purpose of showing off by being selective...too selective! I usually had the best times if i left my eye glasses in my room and couldnt see who was watching. I didnt like the aspect of feeling blind...so now i wear my specs or contacts....but just dont really look more than once at someone watching...unless i think they are cute!
Back to the bar at Excess.....I got my self hard and hot with no cock ring. WHen i entered the bar area i didnt cover up my semi hard cock.I spied to friends sitting on stools at the bar and went around and joined them. I stood slightly back so guys could get a good look at my cock. I also like to dance in place a bit if the song is good. My one friend from the baths,slipped his hand around my cock and played with it a bit...thats all i needed! I was really turned on and soon got totally hard with my uncut cock sticking up in the air!Thats when i did a bit of a walk around to display what i have.....another thrilling experience! My other friend commented out loud about how hard and big i was.Two other guys at the bar were constantly looking at me as i got hard! The ultimate would be to do that with lots of guys at the bar...and with a couple of cuties i can show off too!